The lyrics are very clever. The story you told is such a relatable feeling, perfectly wrapped in the metaphor of an NPC. I feel the same way much of the time. While I don't want to achieve anything grand in my life, I still want to grab the controller and do something. But every time I try to reach for it though, it always feels too far away, or I just lack the motivation to grab it, or do anything for that matter. Honestly, simply "moving on" is hard enough as it is. I hate the lane that I'm in, yet I stick to it, because I can't find a way to do anything else. All in all, these lyrics are powerful in the way they convey emotion and the universal experience of depression.
My only criticism is that I wish there was a bit more instrumentation (or at least something different) at 1:09. Then again, I'm not sure something different (or a drop) would really benefit the track, as it might defeat the purpose of the mellow tone. I'm not a musician or a composer though, so I really don't know.
Other than that though, this is a great piece! I look forward to seeing more of your work in the future. Thank you for this song.